Have I lost the so called meaning????????

I have been fortunate enough in my career, to get what I want. Though obviously I get it with "thoda adjust kar liyo" package, I won't be pessimist and say I have nothing. But lately, I feel I have lost the purpose, as to why I get up early and go to college! I wanted a drastic change in my career path and here it is, with wide avenues but I am not plunging into it. Well, the deciphering, the reason can be simple laze or as complex as feeling like fish out of water. When I think of all these twisting thoughts, my mind feels exhausted and sluggish. It's like a vicious circle, one thought leading to another. By the end of the whole process my thoughts have traveled the whole universe. And then some assignment comes up and I am left with another thought as to why did I ever think of it.. Ab liya hain chiz hath mein, karna toh padega! Is this attitude ok?  Again I don't know.. Sometimes life is so full of weird situations, the comic part is your feelings are stranger than the situation!!!

Lets get married before "2012"!!!!!!!-- Miss. X

Ok.. so things are settled now with the new year spirit. January gone and life is back to getting up and going to work.(exceptions are people like me). Coming to my strange title, I thank my dearest friend Miss. X for this. ( Let this be anonymous because when this becomes visible on the world wide web I will be slaughtered by her. ok ok thats "she" for sure). It was late June or July and the monsoon last year had made a long long stay. It was one rainy night with all the elements of a horror movie. Trees swaying, winds howling and thick raindrops banging on my roof and typically power cut. Miss X and I were having combined study night and suddenly she was hit by this, " Hey what if die unmarried?" I replied wearily, " What makes you say that?" (there was a very huge discussion.. this is the gist..
Miss X-- Look at 2010, so many earthquakes!! Mayans are true. We will die in 2012!
Me-- None of them have occurred in Nagpur. We are safe till now.
Miss X-- But you never know and don't want to die as an old lonely maid!! we both are without boyfriends!! (thats the true story. Guys hate smart girls. Thats our verdict)
Me-- if we die in 2012, we wont be old!! at least not me!! and besides this speculation about 2012 was just a movie theme. No logic
Miss X-- your imagination is narrowed!! Not at all my problem. See the monsoons are delayed and then they don't go, icebergs melting and you dig for logics?
Me-- Ha ha ha.. see this is your imagination. anyway, I don't mind dying unmarried in 2012 and who knows you might find someone in these two years.
Miss X-- Oh yeah!! 20 odd years roaming with this "single" tag and in two years miracles will work for me!

 So on and on the topic went.. With Miss X thats the case!! She has absolutely out of the world fantastic ideas and fortunate or unfortunate, I don't know.. but I tend to discuss over them!!!!

corruption and politics.. bread and butter for the newspaper

It was one of those wonderful so called leisurely Sunday mornings and like a good and vigilant citizen I opened up The Newspaper to read where my country was heading to. Since it was last week of December maximum pages of the Sunday supplement were devoted to the movers and shakers of "2010". Trust me within few moments i was pissed off..because the winners were Nira Radia, Suresh Kalmadi, Lalit Modi and company. Where were the players of Commonwealth games? Or the scientists of ISRO who promised a voyage to moon?
or the millions of citizens who were victims of various natural calamities the last year? I don't blame the media or the press, they bring out the evils in light. But corruption or the politicians with their weird policies has become a routine or a monotony for us. A time may come when you will think is the newspaper worth reading since one way or the other some politician is exploiting you and your money..